Feve's Story

Sunday, January 18, 2009

"EVERYONE says that love hurts, but dats not true.

Loneliness hurts.

EVERYONE confuse these things with love, but in reality,

LOVE is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes you feel wonderful again.."

Posted at: 5:52 AM

Saturday, January 17, 2009

been decades since i'v blog. wonder y do i even started a blog site when im tt lazy. =) well, decided to improvise dis plan, for dos hu kept askin me to update my blog, so here it is, whever there's any new updates, i will type out my blogsite on my msn nick alrite? heehee. so u do not nid to always go check my blog if der's updates.

much has happen recently... sch esp.. waitin fer e email from any company to c where i m posted to fer dis april's attachment. god damn excited i feel la. hehe. no way do i wan event's company, travel agency, country club or wadsoeva. my main 3 choices wil stil b hotels, resorts or attractions. arh, help me. had also dis valentine's day proposal which my grp and i had to come out wif, yest was the presentation. no idea whether it was good or bad, bt at least feedbak was alrite. =) thx ppl fer ur contributions, hope ours gt selected! hee, thou i wuld feel it'l b tedious if we were to reli organise it on e actual event.. god damn it. =x

saw my yr2 term 3 timetable le! hip hurray! its onli one day a wk of lesson!! hee.. im sooo sooo sooo gona go look fer another part time job to slog myself out, most prob at sentosa, or zoo side. hehe. at least tt way i wuldn't wry if i becam broke la..

no issues wif bongo work or family dis past wks. hee, everythin's at peace now.

however thou, relationship prob. dis will always occur wheva im in a relationship. i myself do not noe if i consider myself as a demandin gf or nt. my expectations of my bf is easy. daily smses just to noe tt he is well or calls & i'l b happi le. keepin silence on me makes me wonder hw u r, wad ur doin or even wad has happen? i do not noe, mayb i m reli reli not a good gf at all. bt wad i can say to u my dear, i reli do love u. i hope u wuld'nt b mistaken wad i'v said earlier on.

nw i feel moodless. i do not noe y.

Posted at: 5:24 AM

Les Miserable

Let's just say that I have my past.. just like you do..
I have my bad points and you have urs. You have your good points and so do I. I have many flaws, which may not be or are very obvious to some. But don't we all? I don't believe in hatred. It doesn't bring me anywhere, nor does it make me feel or be someone better. You can give me a cold shoulder today, and I'll still smile at you tomorrow, depend on situations of cz.... I may curse you from head to toe nonetheless, but that doesn't mean I hate you. And if I do curse you in one way or another, im so sry, tt's human nature, dun't u do tt? I treasure my past memories as much as I cherish my present. For the past have brought us all here. Our past made us who we are today.. Memories are like songs. The band may split, the singer may be dead but the song will be played once in awhile. I've made mistakes just like everybody else. The good thing about mistakes is not about doing it. It's about realising and learning from it.We learn from yesterday, we live for today and we hope for tomorrow.. Yes?Mistakes done. Mistakes Learnt. We seek guidance from above. Cz at the end of the day, what we seek are happiness and a peace of mind in whatever ways that may be.If the worse came upon us, maybe the worse is the best for us. So we can walk away, a stronger and better person in the end.But no doubt, at the initially stage, we may be flipping 360 degrees. But that's okay.. We'll find our feet again one day, and walk away. Redha to everything that have came upon myself.. hmm yeah. Think so. Hahas .Apart from that, I am a nobody to anybody. Just a simple gal who can walk down the street and no one will even bother a second look. =) We shall meet all sort of people in our life. Some people came into life and quickly leave.. while some stay awhile leaving footprints in our heart, and we are never the same again... But those that stays in our heart or leave, are still significant people in our life.. they are like colours to our life. Our life is just like a piece of painting. Full of colours and full of meaning. But unlike paintings, we don't get to choose the colours. That's y, we choose our destiny ourselves, nt others. We'v gt e upperhand, so make full use of it. Once in a while in ur lifetime, take risks, no regrets to wadsoeva happens aft. My philosophy of LIFE.